Damn. It. All.

Oxyhostsfree is gone now. All good things must come to an end I guess.

Happened with Homestead being free, and I guess now with Oxyhosts. *sigh*

So, that beautiful homepage. Gone. I will link here when I’ve relocated it. That is, after I’m not so damn busy. *fumes*

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Contests:

[INFO SOON TO COME]

NOTE: This isn’t a desperate plea for attention or comments or whatever, I just have a question at the end of a minor rant.

Stupid youtube and it’s errors of not letting comments or bulletins go through. RAWR! Let me try retyping this .I don’t want to be known as the best, I don’t care if I’m known worldwide, whatever. Fame isn’t what I’m after.

What irritates me is I put my heart and soul into my animations and tutorials, and while I get a few comments and subscriptions, I don’t get much more. I don’t care if every other animator subscribes to me, and if I’m not listed as one of the favorite youtube anime to watch. But something that I DO want is to see at least at least a little recognition.

An honor would be nice, but I know I’ll never get one of those.

And it makes my day to see someone takes the time to actually listen to my voice auditioning and give me a little feedback on it (or more). And to the few of you who DO list me, I am grateful for you, and you’ll be getting a little upload soon.

My real irritation to all of this is I know WHY it’s this way. It’s because I went against the oh-so-common magical girl thing. Don’t get me wrong, they’re great, and a lot of you are very creative and talented, it’s just… the only reason I didn’t make one is because everyone else did. But it seems I won’t be recognized as an animator unless I do one, neh?

So how many of you would like to see me succumb to this and animate a magical girl anime? Anyone?

And just a note, I’m better now that I’ve ranted. It’s just annoying, and makes me feel like I’m wasting my time working so hard on each frame. Know what I mean?

http://www.humanmetrics.com/index.htm#intro

It’s insanely accurate if you answer honestly…
Here was mine:

I’m type INFJ of the Jung Personality test:
 
You are:
slightly expressed introvert

moderately expressed intuitive personality

moderately expressed feeling personality

slightly expressed judging personality
 
The Portait of the Counselor (INFJ)

The Counselor Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and enterprising and attentive in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known a Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another’s emotions or intentions — good or evil — even before that person is conscious of them. This “mind-reading” can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others’ feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.
Mohandas Gandhi, Sidney Poitier, Eleanor Roosevelt, Jane Goodall, Emily Bronte, Sir Alec Guiness, Carl Jung, Mary Baker Eddy, Queen Noor are examples of the Counselor Idealist (INFJ).

HURRAAHHH! my websites are back up, that means I can finish ‘em now.

It took oxyhosts two months to come back though?! Yeesh.

Can’t compain too much, they’re a good host other than that.

Also, I’m offically 18. Isn’t that amazazazing? Birthday was on Feb. 1. My fiance spent a ton of money on my birthday present, which has yet to arrive.  His mother sent me some cupcakes that she made me, a pizza pan dual pack with a  cutter and an Italian chef kitchen cloth (I lika to maka da pizza), and a kitten needlework picture she made me. It’s sooo cute, I’ll go take a picture to add onto this.

And I got a game… “Ar Tonelico” or something of that nature xD

and a Chobits artbook, both from mom as well as a cookie cake. ^_^ Too bad I don’t eat sweets but like a bird, no?

she’s coming soon, so I’d better cut this now.

I’ll post up some pics of chobits soon, mom’s here dictating my organization of the household now. ._.

Yeah, Oxyhosts is completely vanished, so all that hard work I put into my webpages, wasted. Grr. So, for now, this is my only webpage. ~.~

I’m on the lookout for a really good free webhosting service, that WON’T disappear.

Well, my homepage nor my fansite works, Oxyhostsfree seems to have DISAPPEARED. Grr. So, I’ll be remaking my homepage and whatnot sometime soon. Ugh.